8th months ago today ...

I haven't quite been the same since he left us. Yes I accept what God has allowed and yes I know he's in a better place and yes I know I'll see him again but it's just such a hard pill to swallow. It still feels like a big lump in my throat. I really miss this lil guy. I hoped and wished and fasted and prayed that his story would have a different ending. But God has the final say. He determined TJ's expected end, not me. I just wish it didn't hurt so bad and leave me with sooooo many questions. Continue to rest well little angel. 8 months today Smh and we are still struggling emotionally. You touched a lot of lives. We all still love and miss u! ‪#‎StillTeamTJ‬ ‪#‎continuE‬