How?

Can't sleep.
Fighting back tears.
Mind is racing,
But the reality still remains that he's gone.
Keep hoping that yesterday was a dream.
It's all a blur anyway.
So surreal.
So maybe it wasn't real.
But then I remember ... It's real.
It's reality.
A harsh reality.
Life without him - what does that even look like?
How do you keep believing when what you've been believing for is gone?
You just keep believing, because this is not a loss, it's heaven's gain.
You just keep putting one foot in front of the other and keep walking by faith not by sight.
You just keep remembering all the times He's come through before and you keep trusting Him to do it again.
You just keep holding on to His word and standing on His promises.
You just keep CONTINUING!
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